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Somethign I need to be mindful this year is about learning to say no. Know my priorities and learn to say no.Saturday I took for rest. It was a nice saturday. I think I need to be rest without working at a stretch. Today going to the temple was really nice. Met with so many kids. I love sri lankan kids and how they are being raised. cissp is my top priority. It can give me more career stability and growth. I have to prioritize that. In the meantime, have to find time to focus on my startups. I am wondering if I really want ot hang out with Emily. It's sort of an energy drainer. And starting to realize there is not much value addition as I anticipated. I thought having educated professional women will add value but instead it's sort of being superficial and a waste of time and money. Finding women who have achieved what I want to achieve wouod be a better. Female entrepreneurs and successful rich women who have a balanced life (not single mums etc.) would be nice.

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