Stay calm amid the chaos my friend!

My department is going through chaos right now. I was not happy initially but I started being happy after I realized how I lost my well deserving PM position and when thinking how Joe stormed off at me. Now I am happy that my department is merging with a bigger department. It's a $150 mn business. I have to stay calm until the chaos goes away. I like how they are implementing change. They remove all the direct reports from the current managers and appoint new managers for them. That's a great way to drive change. If the direct reprots keep reporting ot the same managers, then it's difficult to implement change. From the look of things, it looks like 1898 wants to implement a lot of change. I am going to bank my CPP this year somehow. It's $2000 but worth it. A bigger department means things are more standardized, possibly less politics, at least now the shitty politics we get now. I didnt liek reporting to Joe anyway because he never saw anthing good about me. Always brought me down. at least in front of me. Overall, I am happy I am workign for a nicer company. Justworks sucked big time! AvePoint sucked too! Gosh. You can work when people are friendly for the most part. You can't work when people are always up against your ass and try to destroy you out of insecurities. I think now the goal for me is to adapt and to stay calm

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