Update

The objective of the EV work is never the EV work but to built a small trustworthy network of peers to get through the workplace. Network matters. I do have a lot to study for CISSP. Need to push through. I made the decision not to pursue CPP. With the whole merger going on, it's not going to add any value at the moment. Also it's very costly. I would rather prep better and take my CISSP. I have mixed feelings about the merger. One is that it's going to open me up into so many possibilities. Second is that, it's going to be competitive than ever, and definitely not going to be an easy ride. With me planning a family, I am wondering if the stress is worth it or if I can cope up. And then that stupid woman Alonna is makign a big scene again. She can't even afford legal action but keeps threatening. I have my performance review with Joe tomorrow. Have to prep. how to handle Krista? Stay calm and speak to Joe. Show reasons. She is never goign to admit her wrong and admit she is an idiot I am also glad I am hiring my brother and have to built a few other revenue streams by using him. I took medicine yesterday for my allergy. It feels good. Also ordered for a vaccum and bed covers. Waiting for those. It's expensive. I am also frurstrated that Steve is not looking for a job in NYC and to become the male head. He is lost. Figuring out where he wants to live and not taking any action. He is frustrating. My plan is live in NYC ofr 5 years, make money and then move elsewhere. It's stupid to move to a farm where you can't make any money. And it wastes the potential.

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