Workplace struggles

Joe keeps haunting me in my sleep. The way he scolded me in front of juniors is not accceptable at all. He used filth. Despite all the hard work I have put in, it was very demotivating. I kind of feel that Josh probably felt hte same way with me. In Josh's case thoguh, he was not showing me support from the start. If the team was not merging with 1898, I would have left by now. I like having a mentor. Dan had been so sweet and amazing. I should mail him a thank you card today. Froma holistic angle, it does not look like Joe will be retained. I have to stay cool. It's also doubtful if Krista will excel because she had only worked withJoe and clearly may not be the most adaptable or the fastest to adapt. my previuos job taught me one thing and that is to adapt. Had I adapted to yABING, I would still have stayed. With allergies, it's been difficult goign to office but going to the office had helped me stay productive. Why did things go wrong here? PM communication miscommunication and communicaton lags are all reasons. Here's the thing, if the PM is higher than you, then they are never going to admit their mistakes. So have to create fake dependencies. That's how Ptrik plays the game. eVERYTHING shall pass. Hold on.

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