Check in

Overall, I am happy about my life. New friends, great pay, loving and caring boyfriend, nice house for ourselves.Also regardless of all the drama that's happening with the new boss, I am still being interviewed for Disney and Google. This weekend I want to focus on prepping for those and for studying CISSP. I worked out yesterday with friends and it was awesome. Loved every minute of it. I am someone who had been bulldozed in my career over and over agian. So I would rather be proactive than reactive. I saw aiya in dreams so decided to call him. He sounded depressed and weak.. But I think it's a good sign. It means he is growing. His self confidence is growing. He is getting his focus right. He is starting to learn his priorities such as the need for a job promotion, need to buy his own house etc. He again asked me for money and I said no. That's where I learned to draw the line. Helping him is not love. Helping him makes him less than a man, who he is, undermines his potential. I won't help him. I will send him the medication he requested. Not more than that. About Yabing, I think I should have a conversation with Roven first before making any drastic move.