Evening

It was a good day. We went out to Central park and came across a beautiful parade. Watched that. Then went with a hammock to Central park and spent all day there. It was nice. I can't imagine that last year I dreamt of just spending a day at Central Park and this year I am literally living 10 mins from Central Park. I am dreading about work tomorrow already. Thinking what could go wrong and what could go right. Literally working with Yabing has already been a nightmare. I don't see a future. I would rather switch. Her lack of people centric approach and the chaotic ways don't show much future. also she has not much knowledge in SOC operational stuff. It's all going to be a disaster and I think it's wise for me to move to engineering, get some exposure into AWS where they most the most knowledge in. I feel very anxious about tomorrow. Partly due to the uncertainty. I have made a decision. If they screw me over, I will screw them back. I spoke up for the truth, I firmly believe and evidence suggests I was judged based on my apperance. It's important to look into myself. Control my emotions. Rationally speaking, switching me to a different team is a better option. Yabing is more concerned about her public image. So have to play by these two principles tomorrow to switch to a different team.

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