Past memories

Reliving haunting experiences is not good. It's like I am going back to the rut to solve the puzzle. It's not going to be solved. One of the experiences a first time home buyer shared on Facebook awakened my memory about the haunting exprience I experienced in Moutn Lavinia. It was intense. and very much relatable. It helps knowing these were all haunting demonic shit and nothing to do with my mind or sanity level. Because I too had a voice in my ear continuously saying "Die die die". It leads to suicide attempts. Inexplicable and it was like I had no control over my body. The whole thing about my brother's work shift changing from morning to night. And rthen my boss leaving and getting a shitty person who badly wanted to be my manager and torment me. It was insane.And then partying and how this guy's tires were pierced in the strangest way. List goes on. There was a dark entity in that house. THere was. Bad dreams. Sleep deprivation. Severe depression. It was so intense. I took anti depressants for a month and it really helped. Then I moved out. My brother as usual didn't. Stubborn asshole. Once he starts living in a house, he gets attached to it. His life starts revolving around that.

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