Rough day - Read this again

TODAY IS A ROUGH DAY. Stocks are down. I see my case records with AvePoint public. Justworks is withdrawing my H1b. I am sick af. Not getting any calls from the jobs I have applied to. Trying to get my article removed from Colombo telegraph but no response. Have to resolve these one by one. 1. Removing public records - I have to wait until my lawyer gets back. State the requirements very clearly. Undderstand the current status. and decide if I would want to dismiss and hide the records. Better earlier than later. 2. Jobs- I just got a call today. There are people who sue employers and still find jobs. Shouldn't be hard. 3. Sick - Shouldn't skip any meds. Need to get cured soon. On a positive note, I feel better than on Monday 4. Follow up with these companies- Colombo telegraph, pacerecord, unicourt etc. 5. H1b Burns - I have to wait. Rushing them won't do any good. Never act out out anxiety. This si a lesson I learned from Justworks. Also if things are not working out with one company, FIND ANOTHER JOB AND MOVE ON. Dont sue, dont fight. There is a reason why even the strongest of all don't fight in the corporate. The system is set up to fail you if you fight, not win. 6. Back up plans - Work on Grads, apply for asylum, find a job around NYC that pays in cash, maybe Sigiri My anxiety level is going up today. I haven't slept the night as well. When my anxiety level is going up, I need to take a break. After all, I am very sick. Can't go to public places due to the cough. I didn't exepct my name to come up on Google search as suing my previous employer. That really screws things up. Neither does AvePoint want it. On a positive note, they have had their previous cases dismissed. There is a chance for a settlement than a hearing. I just set up a distribution request from JW. I feel so screwed to be honest. This is when I need a mother. Well I don't have one. So I just waste money speaking to psychics. Weekly thrapy was helpful. Once I have a job, I need to set it up again. What I need to do right now is stay quiet. Don't do anything out of anxiety. Think and act.

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