Work lost the promotion

So I lost the promotion which I was promised. Lost it to Krista who is a much junior employee. It's very embarrassing given that I have already had a conflict with her, her bullying me and was not giving me the exposure into projects. She played the game well. Always had a reason to tell Joe why she is not able to give me exposure into the project. Krista is his pet employee. There is no winnign in that. I am still learnign about white girls since I am new to the culture. They are sleezy. Won't tell anything direct. They sneak into the boss's ears and tells and turns the boss against you or wins over your idea. Next time whaat i need to do is to ask Krista or any white girl if they have any issues before they sneak into the boss's ears. And Joe and Krista have a very strong bond. There is no winning there. I wouldn't have applied for the APM role if I knew Krista had applied in the first place. Something doesn't sound right anyway. Next time I have to have in my mind if anything involves Krista and me, I need to have very hard evidence to prove Joe who she is. Well maybe not. I had the video of her where she was bullying me but Joe refused to watch it. Politics exist everywhere. Best is to steer away from Krista. On a positive note, I see things Patrick doesn't. Patrick gets along with Trey well so he gets hours. That's kind of how it works. And I have second thoughts if I want to be in this company. Well anyway, good thing is I have identified a niche now which no one else has and that's is, the cloud and costing. I don't think I work well with Joe. He is more operational than strategic. I have worked well with leaders who are more strategic except Yabing who is full of prejudice and sexism. What I need to do is identify and keep going.

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