Update

Last week I got burned out. Daily commute to work and then working at a stretch without a break. Wtf. I am more a creative person. I cant work like a machine. So this weekend I didn't do anything. it's a long weekend. I hated working. Honestly I just didn't want to do anything. Scared of getting burned out again. I ojust took time to relax. But trust me I have a hell of a lot to do. What we forget a lot of the times is that in family disputes, in divorces and child custody battles, family is fighting against each other and no one really wins. I am so ashamed that my parents could not come into an agreemtn but had to fight.Like for fucks sake live together. Neither of them couldn't. They tried taking breaks from each other I think ammi did a big mistake by trusting the outside parties than my father. No one gives a fuck on you apart from your own husband or the mother. Take my word. None of her goddamn siblings cared about her. THey still don't

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