October

So I got a court notification from AvePoint. They are not giving in. Court date is set. I am nervous. Have to work harder on this case. It's in 2024, December. Also need to get through my CISSP, CPP, and apply for Harvard PHD. Might also apply for the stanford MBA. I don't want to move. love NYC. If i can do these programs remotely, I woudl do. I am not going to move out to NYC. Yale is in CT. Might be a better option so will try that as well. I don't see myself moving to Boston. I am starting to see a lot of my father in Steve's. Nanda was right. She said I will understand it all when I grow up, and I did. I understood why my father and mother didn't work out, why I felt my father didn't love me enough when he punished me etc. My mother was wrong in one thing- It's not that our father didn't love us, it's that his definition of love was different to hers. I asked her to get back with my father and she hated it. Little did she knew that we wanted him in our growth, it's very important to have the presence of a father to ensure both intellectual and personal development of a child. Not a mother can give it all. A child needs both the father and a mother. it's very ironical. Steve can't be with his kids either ebcasue 1. Alonna doesn't want him to 2. I don't want to move to Michigan Sad, ultimately the kids lose their father. I have to try and accmmodate him more. Be selfless.