Update

As usual, my brother is wasting my $900 as well. He has already wasted $700. You can't help people who don't want to help themselves. Also he moves at a very slow pace. I think my option right now is to write to SLIIT and request for a refund. I am very frustrated. I have a ton of work today. Also need to focus on my pregnancy stuff but it's equally frustrating because I am not getting pregnant. Right now I don't even care anymore. Just going to move on with my normal life and let destiny decide what's for me. Everything has its time. This weekend was good. I met many friends. Sharanya definitely was not my type and I didn't really like her. She came off just too selfish and demanding, rude. Type A. That's ok. But I just don't like her attitude, manipulation and lies. It was just a $22 meal but that said a lot about her. Even though I paid for it, she wrapped it up and took it home and lied saying she was going to eat more. I have started to judge even the smallest actions because I despise petty action sliek that. However, she was good in a way that I could learn from her. She studied at NYU and an entire command of herself and presented herself very well. It was nice seeing her. Do I want her as my friend? Absolutely not. She is kind of like Emily. Maybe I should not be so nitpicky.

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