Update

Maybe it's my hormones goign crazy and overreacting. I am so worked up and can't wait until I take down Punsara. I want to keep fighting and take her down and won't stop until I do. I am SO MAD! Need to calm down. I am going to get my phones fixed and after that going to back up avepoint data. ALso going to go for a run at central park. I need to think so much about my food clothing every freaking move now that I am pregnant Have to be very careful. I have changed. Feel like I am slowing down. It's crazy. I was running at 20 mbps and suddently it feels like my life is at a stand still. I don't like to move to Jamaica and always love to live in Manhattan. But Steve wants to get a 3 BR in Jamaica Queens close to the temple. Just going to wait how things go and see. I think I am overreacting. I have to take a step back. I am so fucking mad!

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